Sito80, 44

Life is now.
Keep it real; I am .
Dream , Believe & Do !!!
Nothing last forever ; can this get any better...

Carry me away from the dark I fear
when the storm is near; from the endless night from my blinded sight to a sky of light...
The need of being Ernest ; the meaning of you & then the rest of it. replacing my self with nothing else but my own self; assuming someone else 'S feelings .. creating fear & confussion . human ? maybe ; alive & well ; sure & then more.. memories of threes ; why not ? & then less .. compare to someone else ; always ; non human once & then more.
thinking of a better future & and then no more. I wrestle alone in the dark , in the deep dark & that only i can know . only i can understand my own condition.there is no suchobligation . no such obligation exists ; I have no obligation to my own sanity. I am attended by everyone; everywhere who inform me of my own interest; they do not speak for my interests. time may be a fairly reliable physician for human grief but the first surgeon is curiosity. There is nothing beautiful or excellent left ; you must dream up beauty, goodness, & justice.

Tell me ; do you know how to dream ?? confusion & ---- ; that is what I am . Dreaming the days away ; haven't yet come to a conclusion . I can't denied this feeling of flying away. keeping my real self hidden away in the dark ; preventing 2 worlds to separate not knowing which one to follow. reacting with grace to any situation that may come.... challenging my self to the end ; competing with everyone else, wishing for more.... making my self better. "opposites ego" .
Glorious self of love ; why this is the way of being. touching each part of the earth; not knowing what future holds. an afraid of the overcome. on the other hand I should sworn to poverty chastity & ----; no religion chat corrupt me. what was imprudently given must therefore be prudently revoked & what was inconsiderately bestowed must be considerately recalled...