Daviddorkface, 32

My name is David Evan Hanc---. David to you. I'm Nineteen years of age, and already fear growing old. I don't know where I'm headed in life, and it doesn't even matter. I do, however, know that I want to change the world. I want to change everyone's perspective on me. I'll warn you now, I'm full of flaw, and I'll never fit the "teen" mold. I have built up a wall, not to keep people out, but to challenge them, and see who will break it down. I'm difficult to understand, and I'm never making sense. Years are rough lately, and at a young age, I learned very quickly, that the world was cruel. Life may be cruel, but always in good reason, and with the best intentions. I try to be optimistic and look at all views of every situation, but I lack the self control needed to accomplish such heights. I'm overly moody, usually resulting in poor choice of words. I'm the two extremes of everything. I can be calm and collected when angry, or cause chaos and destroy things. I can be friendly and nice, yet overwhelmingly cruel and heartless. I know that I make mistakes, a lot of them I'm very sure. I'm not out to impress anyone, call me everything you can, throw your pathetic insults my way. Make me stronger. Get mad at me, I've come to the realization that I'm imperfect. I make mistakes, and I've accepted them. It's all part of learning. Trial and error. I have decided to look and act exactly the way I want. I will continue to modify myself in any way I see fit. I've learned a lot out of life, but I'm still learning. Lots of things tend to bring me down but i allways find a way to being myself up agen!