Charliebang, 42

Lost soul trying to find a grip in life.. wow. that title must sound quite pathetic. but that's exactly how i feel now. Lost. Driftin aimlessly in the sea of life.
I'm 27 yr old and live with my parents in Bangalore. Joined the BPO wagon sometime back. Doing okay there. But I keep thinking this is not what i wanna do with my life. But I just cant decide what I wanna really do with my life. what direction to head. what goals to set. N i thought.. maybe.. there are other people out there like me. N probably getting connected to a few may help us all.
So here I am. hoping to find like-minded people. To help each other out with a little cheer and guidance perhaps.
Abt me. I'm gay. I think. Never been interested in girls in a s----l way. Although I always end up hanging out with girls. Been through a couple of messy relationships. Lot of casual s--. Kinda tired of that. Guess I've also reached the stage when u realize love, s--, and relationships are not at all a big deal like the world portrays it now. So, not looking for love either. But honestly, deep down, I do harbor a secret hope that I'll find someone someday who I'll love and who'll love me in return.. Yep. I must be a die-hard romantic. To think of love when u're losing ur grip in life.
So, by now u know two words to describe me are - self-obsessed.. but I can be a lot of fun too. Or so my friends say. So, I'm hoping you like me. N I hope I like you too. And we can bring some meaning into each other's lives...