1ncenal1fetyme, 42

1nce In A Lifetime I dont really know what to put here exactly. But let me just put what's on my mind about why Im here and see how that goes. Well, I recently just got out of a 2 year relationship with a girl I was in love with up until the last day, and may even still be in love with but know that it's best to move on.
I have never associated with men in any way other than just social ocassions, so I really dont know what to expect from this at all. I was born in Riverside Ca, basically have lived in Ca all of my life, but have traveled a lot. I work on cell phones, repairs, customizations, upgrades, things like that. I'm african american, 5 feet 8 inches tall, I work out 6 days a week, I weigh 160 pounds, very nice body, fit. I do wear my hair in braids, neatly trimmed facial hair, dress nice, not baggy or trashy. I have a mid dark complexion, full lips, dark brown eyes. Im hoping to meet someone who can understand that I have never been in a male/male relationship and who would be willing to take it slow with me. My only reason for even being here is because after going so long buliding something with a woman, and seeing how insensitive and selfish she was in tearing it down, I just am kind of turned off on women in general. And not just because of her, but her friends, and just seeing them do so many different guys wrong, and believeing that it would not happen to me only to see it in my face also.
I guess, the kind of guy I would like to meet would be an older guy, maybe 40+, someone who can teach me new things, someone mature and patient. Generous, not only financially, but emotionally as well. Someone who I can talk to, and listen to well. Race does not matter at all. Looks dont matter either, as long as you are a good person. I dont want someone who is going to try and take advantage of my naivete in this experience, or try to rush me into things. I believe this is something I really want to give an honest try with, so I appreciate any and all patience and companionship.